Another letter come to light. This was the letter Onyx wrote Skye just before she left and went to go stay with her sister.

Dear Skye,

Hey babe! I want to remind you that I do love you…and you may take this letter for what it’s worth. I have tried physically talking to you about this, but it seems that you either aren’t listening or it isn’t important. Maybe you are listening and just not showing it very well. However, I am so grateful that you aren’t controlling anymore. I feel I can be myself now. BUT the problem is…that while you’re not controlling anymore, you aren’t fun like you used to be. I know you have to work and do paperwork, but you won’t even take an hour at least to go for a walk…or sit and talk, or anything. And it seems like we are becoming more distant…we never spend time together. I am not saying we have to spend all the time together, because we don’t.

It would be nice if we spent some time together. If you took even a half hour to get lunch with me, even that is better than they *hey in passing* that we seem to get now. I love you…and while yet I don’t want the controlling Skye…i do want my fun Skye back 🙁 It hurts me and kills me that we don’t even do that anymore. No more ride along either. I mean, even that was fun to go on ride along because I was still with you. When I showed up at PD yesterday, we could have at least talked while you were working. But we couldn’t even do that.

I love you so much, but for once…If we intend on starting a future together., it can’t be built on loneliness and depression all because we don’t do anything together/ .we haven’t even talked about what we’d like for the wedding. Baby names, etc. We need to discuss these things, but we can’t….if we never see each other. In the meantime, I need to think, but I want you to think. I love you, and no I am not breaking up with you unless you decide this is what this means. I am however going to stay with my sister and her boyfriend to collect my thoughts.

In order for me to come back home, YOU need to make this initiative babe. We need to talk. I can’t do this without you. You need to help meet me halfway. Contact me when you are ready to talk to me, and I will meet you somewhere and we can talk about this. NO work involved. Clocked out, just you and me. It needs to be done. Without this…then we will not be able to continue.

Love you & Hope to hear from you soon,

Your love,

Onyx Angel (soon to be Onyx Davon)